Waiting
I have been, as usual, busy with work.
Feeling the heat, feeling the stress.
I am waiting for my dad to come home so I could discuss some matters with him.
Meanwhile, wish me luck, happiness, and lack of stress!
Just like how the voters are tired of hearing the same thing over and over again without any changes.
I am too.
And this time, it’s just even more ridiculous with some of the things I hear.
Communication is key, many say.
But you can only communicate when you listen with an open mind, not with a closed one, and then say something that is totally off-the-mark.
Hey, I need a break from this.
I need to for once, be able to say what I feel without fear of backlash.
If I cannot, I want to be able to take breaks and excuse myself one in a while and not be blamed for it.
Once in a while, I hope that someone realises that I also try to do my part and allow me to take a break once in a while.
I also hope that when I do articulate that I try, I get a “oh thanks” rather than “you could have told me, I am more reasonable than that.”
I need someone to realise that me taking a break just allows me to recharge.
I need someone to listen.
And to understand.
And not me having to repeat myself over and over again.
Or try to put his point across when I am gently making mine.
You don’t need to make your point heard.
I know yoru point without you even telling me.
My question is, did you even realise it?
I am really utterly spent and tired.
Life’s tough, I do not need this to make it even thougher.
The decision is tough.
But once again, I do not think I will make the wrong decision.
Need to focus on work.
